I have shared this story with the few of my friends. If you go to Montaclair Corps, you probably heard it from your officer :)
Anyways...about a month and a half ago our pastor challenged us to give a faith promise- extra money on top of the tithes and offerings, and that faith promise would go to our missioneries that we support.
Before the service began I have already decided in my heart how much "my faith can afford" :)...So, here comes time to pray and our pastor says this , "If it doesn't scare you, it's probably not a faith promise". I tried to dismiss that one, because I already decided how much "faith" I'll give today (not to be cheap or anything ) LOL...
So , I close my eyes and here is the conversation that took place between God and me:
Me: ok, LORD, how much do you want me to give? You do remember that I don't have that much this time, so please, have mercy on me.
GOD: $100.
Me: ????
God: $100
Me:$50 it is, Lord!
God: $100- trust me on that one.
Me: I can trust you for $50 too, it's a stretch for me, you know.
God: But does it scare you?
Me: well....define "scare"...$50 I can handle, that I am sure I can find in case of emergency.....so what do you think?
God: you know what I think...
Me: Let me pray about it first...
God: LOL (I can almost picture Him going through His holy hair and laughing).
Me:....is our pastor EVER going to stop praying....
God: so, child, would you believe Me for $100 extra each month?
Me: I guess...let's do it....
Finally, I have heard an "amen" coming from my pastor....Never before have I desired an "amen" as much!..I thought I was done, but the real test just begun!
My husband looks at me and asks me ," so how much did God tell you?"....I look down and whisper under my breath , "$50?".....
"NOOO"- Zach replys and continues ," God told me how much and He told me what He told you too...so how much?"....sigh...."does He tell you EVERYTHING?....$100, that's what He told me"....
Zach said ,"that's what we're going to pledge, honey"..... OK....
I came home and had a conversation with GOD, telling Him , "I know we both heard from You $100....and frankly it does scare me a lot, but this I know- You will not fail me....so, LORD, I am willing to go on that adventure with YOU, increase my faith, help my unbelief. You have created seas and trees, You can do anything, so why am I fussing over it, that's just silly....let's do it! Actually, YOU DO it and I'll just stand and watch the glory of the LORD"......I felt Him smile over me.....
Since that few things happened :
-within 2 days I got blessed with $145- just because. People were giving me money, because they felt to.
-I got blessed with the tickets to visit my best friend Carole
-my TV broke and the very next day a friend of mine had an extra one and she wanted to give it to us.
-I got a computer for free
-the tires on my car were still under warantee (sp?), so I got it done for free
-my electricity bill was unusually small
-I did pay my very first faith promise in full!!!!
-I started Christmas shopping and I actually have some money left!
.....Just think about it....some stupid $100 fuss was actually a key to unlock a bigger blessing.....
What is GOD asking you today? What do you have to loose? (other than an OK stuff exchanged for BETTER!)..
Let's believe GOD even when He makes no sense!
3 comments:
AMEN Girlfriend! Our God is an awesome wonderful faithful true God! And His love for you is so neverending! I have heard this story 'a hundred times' and i could listen to it a hundred more! LOVE to hear testimony of hte LORD!
love you too!
anni
Lena,
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Lenna,
Awesome! Thank you for sharing. This is the first time I have been on your blog. Keep it coming. Love and hugs to you and Zach. Merry
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