Thursday, October 25, 2007

This one for the girls :)



I have been studying something that brought my interest to the women from Proverbs 31.
I hope that my discovery will bless you just as much as it blessed me! Pr.31:10-29

A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.
Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.
She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.
She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.
She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.
She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.
She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.
In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.
When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.
She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.
Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
"Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."
First of all, the term "noble woman" or "virtuous woman" in Hebrew is a powerful word "chayil" which means " strong, able, force". The virtuous woman is the mighty and powerful lady, a woman who is "war worthy". She is the one who wars for her family and friends- you, beloved, are the one- the warrior woman. The root of "chayil" means "to labor, to travail, to bring forth life".
v.13- "she works with eager hands": hands is "kaph" in Hebrew and one of the meaning is "hands lifted up to God in intercession", also it means to bend objects.

We war for our families with our hands lifted high to God in prayer and in His strength we can bend enemy in a half! How do you like that ladies?!
v.21- "when it snows, she has no fear, for all of her family is clothed is scarlet". a.k.a when the trouble comes all of her family is prayed up for and covered with the blood of Jesus! Isn't it awesome?!
Just these few things made me look at the Pr.31 woman in a whole new way. Most of us often felt intimidated by her before, because of all the things she did, now I realize I too can do just as much- to be a Godly woman, wife and mother. We are blessed!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

I have joined the swim team

I have been struggling for a while. It breaks my heart to see people who are satisfied with an OK Christian life. I am so longing to go deeper. I am so ready to take a swim and not feel the sand or seaweed between my toes.
I have been talking to a young lady who shared the same desire. I was struggling and praying and asking God why, why, why so many people are not seing things the same way? It's been burdening my heart so heavily.

After much prayer and meditation, I have gotten my answer. God spoke to me and said, "Lenna, you can't make them love Me more and you can't make them want Me more. But you can't allow them at the same to hold you back in the shallow ground. Don't let their inability or unwillingness to go deeper to stop you from fully enjoying the thrill of your life with Me. Come with Me to the deeper waters and I will show you things you've never seen before. Be set free from the approval and expectations of the people. Whatever you do they will criticize, so you're free from their approval.....come away, My beloved with Me"........

What an encouraging word He ministered to Me. I am going deeper.

Luke 5:4 makes so much sense now! " When he finished teaching, he said to Simon, "Push out into deep water and let your nets out for a catch".

I want to PUSH into a deeper waters! I want to catch God in the depth of my studies! I wonder if He is up for a game of " TAG you're it". I can see us having a blast in the deep waters. I want Him to chase me and get me. I want to chase him and get him.

I have mentioned my Bible study group lately a lot. Some of those women make SO ridiculously hungry for God. I've told some of them how blessed I am to swim in the depth of God's Word with them. I couldn't have asked for a better team-mates than the ones who are passionate about the depth.

I have been marked by God and I am forever changed......

Ezek.47:3-6
As the man went eastward with a measuring line in his hand, he measured off a thousand cubits and then led me through water that was ankle-deep. He measured off another thousand cubits and led me through water that was knee-deep. He measured off another thousand and led me through water that was up to the waist. He measured off another thousand, but now it was a river that I could not cross, because the water had risen and was deep enough to swim in—a river that no one could cross. He asked me, "Son of man, do you see this?" Then he led me back to the bank of the river.

We all have to choose the depth of our walk with God....
WILL YOU JOIN THE SWIM TEAM ? Or will you compromize and stay on shore and be satisfied with dead seashells and seawee? As for me, I am out of here....see you in the deep, if you dare....












Building Idols out of blessings

WOW....
I am so amazed at the depth of our study! My ladies make me so proud!
Lately I've been asking one lady at a time to lead particular weeks. Last week Sivi did an AMAZING job talking about women's broken dreams. She set up a small wedding feast at the Sanctuary and asked her husband who was dressed in a wedding toxido to wait on women. Everyone's heart was touched so tenderly by the loving hand of God expressed through the faithful servants.
Last night Amy led the study and her passion and fire for God's Word nearly blown me away! I had no idea about the waterfall of annointing that was hidden in that little body of hers!!!! She spoke exactly what I've been feeling for weeks. She spoke of people who choose and chose not to grow deeper in the study. we can't make anyone enjoy the indepth study God himself provided for us, but we can choose for ourselves to become mature and deeper in the Word.

Here is what hit me hard....I dare you to think of it and see how true it is in your life....I really DARE YOU....

She asked us the following questions:

-Who gave you your house and everything in it?
-Who gave you your job and everything that comes from it?
-Who gave you your family ( your kids and the spouse)?

we all answered , "God, of course".
then the said ,"do you consider all those things your blessings from God?"....YES!

then she asked this, "Then tell me, how many times have we made those God's blessings idols? How many times have we used those blessings as an excuse not to do God's will? How many times have we told God how busy, tired, occupied we are with those things He himself blessed us with? How often have we cast an idol out of very blessing that came from the very hand of God?".........

WOW.........WOW...........WOW...........
Now the excuse not to go to Bible Study because I had a long day at work seems so lame. I wonder if God looks at me and says, "I know, I blessed you with it. but I blessed you with it to enjoy it and not to draw you away from Me".
Now the excuse not to spend time with God daily because I have a lot of things to accomplish around the house seems so selfish. God looks at us and says ,"I blessed you with that place so that you can build Me there a place of worship".
Now the excuse not to do his will because i have so many family activities seems so dumb, because He blessed me with that family of mine to become the light of the world....

think of such things....I was challenged to grow deeper, to grow stronger in the Lord. I can't make anyone do it, but I choose that for myself.